they just exclude, im just a sadly mistake

ok lets start
people always exclude of all
why?
why?
whats wrong with me?
is it the way I dress or the way I talk or the way I am
whats the problem
respect me i respect you so why cant you make that
Always they exclude of all it is like if i were just a mistake,
a burden shiit i just wanna be heard i just wanna help
i just wanna have atention but thats imposible with they
all persons wanna hurt me
i cant trust anyone fuuuck
they always say bashes to me ohh fuck i just wanna dissapear still just a moment

i will never let you go; never care for what the say

you think its funny
u think its fun saying stuff to me
like:
- your girlfriend is so horrible or
she is not for u!!!
or go slit ur wrists for her
all stuff like that and bashing
me this happens me every day and you are happy
then you come and tell me
" if you were not her boyfriend everything would be better"
but why do i have to make what you want??
i fell alot of of pain when you say that and you
are happy about it
u bash me and make me feel like crap EVERYDAY and your reason is becaus eits the way i am and whow i am with her
but u think that i am the one bad person
i see nothing wrong with the way u are or with the way you dress or with your girlfriends
so why u hate for how i am?
with my dress way, or with my music or with my girlfriend

you look down us make us feel so depressed!!!,

about me

oq
lets start my name is omar i born on a family
where imperfection is not an option, i am all
the time alone, and my fellings are just ignored
and i dont know what to doo 'cuase when im sad no one can help
please what can i do???

the best girlfriend (and a problem)

i have the best girlfriend of all
her name is melina
she understands me
we are compatible in all for example
we love the same kind of music
we love the same colors
our families are similars
our favourite music group is bullet for my valentine (BFMV)
i will describe you
she has got black long hair
her skin color is white
she has the best eyes of all
i love her
but there is a problem our families are disagree
with our relation fuuuuuck
what can i do??